OnceConvinced wrote:olavisjo wrote:OnceConvinced wrote:olavisjo wrote:You are right, he is not quite like my real friends, he is more dependable. When random actions happen far more than probability would allow, they are no longer random.
I guess your the sort of person who does not trust people. You're the sort of person who would say "If you want something done right, do it yourself"?
If I want something done right I will turn it over to God. And definitely not trust myself.
So in other words you'll do it yourself but give credit to God.
It seems to me you may also be the sort of person who doesn't give yourself enough credit for your own strengths.
OnceConvinced wrote:
I had a very strong faith as a Christian. Whether you want to believe that or not it's true. I did not play at being a Christian, I lived it. I believed without a doubt I had a relationship with God.
It seems my point has washed completely over your head. No I was not trying to be humorous. One of the skills of debate is to be able to look at other people's point of view and argue from their perspective. If God exists and I was never a true Christian, then he allowed me to be fooled for 30+ years. So how can you be so sure he's not doing the same for you?
There may be some logic there, but it is a bit twisted. You almost sound like you believe that there is a God but you just don't want any part of him. If you want to talk about how God let you down, I would welcome a PM.
As for me, if God exists, I am his to do with as he wills, if it humors him to 'fool' me then so be it.
Job 13:15 wrote:Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways before him.
I never saw God as that and if he is like that, then he doesn't strike me as a God worthy of worship.
I tend to automatically look at things from a Christian perspective, because it's a habit I haven't broken. Sometimes those perspectives can get a little mixed up as I'm writing and probably leaves me open to misinterpretation. When I first deconverted I classed myself as a Deist, but since then I've come to the conclusion there is not even enough evidence of God to support even that stance. So now I call myself agnostic.
If you want to, feel free to check out these threads where I talk about my deconversion and my life as a Christian:
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What made you give up?
Was I a true Christian?
You are not the first to turn away from Christianity, even Jesus, as personable as he was, had many people who turned away.
John 6:65-70 wrote:65 And he said, Therefore said I unto you, that no man can come unto me, except it were given unto him of my Father.
66 From that time many of his disciples went back, and walked no more with him.
67 Then said Jesus unto the twelve, Will ye also go away?
68 Then Simon Peter answered him, Lord, to whom shall we go? thou hast the words of eternal life.
69 And we believe and are sure that thou art that Christ, the Son of the living God.
70 Jesus answered them, Have not I chosen you twelve, and one of you is a devil?
When you left Jesus to whom did you go? And don't tell me to your self, because the self is the worst master you can have. Did you go to scientific naturalism and its natural selection and survival of the fittest philosophy? Who do you now serve?
I read that you were more disappointed in the church and other Christians than God.
I tell you the truth...
Matthew 7:21-23 wrote: 21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.
22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?
23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
There will be many false teachers in the world.
2 Peter 2:1-3 wrote:1 But there were false prophets also among the people, even as there shall be false teachers among you, who privily shall bring in damnable heresies, even denying the Lord that bought them, and bring upon themselves swift destruction.
2 And many shall follow their pernicious ways; by reason of whom the way of truth shall be evil spoken of.
3 And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgment now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not.
Jesus said that there will be a falling away...
Luke 18:8 wrote:8 I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?
And so did Paul...
2 Thessalonians 2:3 wrote:3 Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;
And not many will find the right road.
Matthew 7:13-14 wrote:13 Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
You said that God had done nothing for you in the last ten years of your Christian life. Did you have the need for anything in those years? I have found that if there is something that I can do myself, God will not even lift a finger to help me, he only helps me when I have reached the end of my rope and can no longer do anymore by myself.
So now is the time for young men like yourself to say to God "I don't see your Kingdom in this world, so let it begin with me, even if all these other people have gone astray I will be faithful to you, even if you are silent".
Christianity is a great adventure if you follow Christ and a disaster if you follow other men. However I must warn you that if you follow Jesus, there will be a cross in your future, but you will not be crucified alone, your true brothers and sisters in Christ will be hanging with you.
This is a good chapter to read
Luke 15.
"I believe in no religion. There is absolutely no proof for any of them, and from a philosophical standpoint Christianity is not even the best. All religions, that is, all mythologies to give them their proper name, are merely man’s own invention..."
C.S. Lewis