William wrote:
As a past believer in this GOD, related to WHEN YOU WERE A BELIEVER IN THIS IDEA OF GOD. (not after you stopped being a believer in this idea of GOD)
Perhaps read how OnceConvinced answered the questions, intelligently and in line with the OP request and therein follow the example, and answer the questions.
Or;
Leave your opinion out of this thread.
Can you please quote each question as you answer them so as to help the reader understand better.
Thanks
Ok, let me try this again:
Q: Do (did) you think you are (were) a mindless slave to the biblical GOD?
(If not, then why not?)
No, because I wasn't taught at the time that it was about obeying a God. Instead I was taught that it was about having my sins forgiven.
Q: Do (did) you think the bible GOD is (was) a jealous GOD in the sense of the negative (being possessive for example) and if not (or if so) please say why you think this, as in, what do (did) you understand it to mean.
Yes, I did think the Bible GOD was a jealous GOD in the sense of being possessive. That how I perceived the teachings at the time. And I haven't had any reason to change that perception since.
Q: Do (did) you think the biblical god 'lusts to rule over humans'?
I wouldn't have phrased it that way at the time no. However, I was taught that every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is the Lord of Lords and the King of Kings.
I confess that I never really thought at the time about why Jesus was so anxious to rule over people. And because of that I didn't actually view Jesus in that way, even though I was taught this perspective.
I actually thought of Jesus more as a "Friend". Like the song, "
What a friend we have in Jesus".
In fact, I used to sing these song back then.
Q: Do (did) you think the biblical god demands (demanded) that you worship and obey him?
Absolutely. Especially with regard to the "
Father God". I always viewed Jesus as the "
Son of God" not as the "
Father God" himself. So I never actually viewed Jesus as the one who is demanding to be worshiped. But yes, I was taught that the Father God not only demands to be worshiped, but he was very precise in demanding that he be worshiped in very specific ways via burnt offerings etc.
We taught about the Old Testament God in Sunday School.
Also, I confess that the whole thing was always confusing. And apparently it wasn't just confusing to me but it was confusing to my Sunday School teachers and to the Pastors. Even they openly confessed to have difficulty understanding various aspects of the religion.
So in a sense, you could even say that I was "
taught", at lest indirectly, that everyone was confused about this religion by simply noting that they all exhibited confusion over many things, especially when asked to clarify specific points.
Q: What do (did) you personally see as 'worshiping GOD' and in what way do you feel that you have (had) to obey him and why do you think that form of obedience is (was) important?
Well, this is very complex for me to explain because my understanding of what "God" is did not come entirely from this religion. As a very young child I was convinced that God had made himself known to me. And that God was my friend, and that the God I knew was not demanding that I "worship" him at all. It wasn't until I was taught by the church what the Bible has to say that I started hearing about all these different ways that God expects us to worship him, etc. And even all of that was totally unclear and confusing.
Also, our church tended to teach that if we accepted Jesus as our "savior" we would be saved and that Jesus would take care of everything. And I didn't see Jesus as demanding to be constantly worshiped.
So for me personally I saw no need to "worship" the jealous God I was taught about in Sunday School. That was a God who seemed to be ticked off at the ancient Hebrews, not at me.
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But keep in mind here also that I belonged to a very liberal church. Since that time I've discovered that many other Christian churches do demand that we must "obey" the God of the Old Testament. That's what they TEACH.
So when I post my views on this religion today, I'm not just posting the views I had when I was a Christian. I include the things I've learned about Christendom in general over many decades. As well as the Biblical Scriptures they have held up to support their views.
I see no reason to limit myself to my own personal experience with the church I was born and raised into. Since that time I've looked into the far larger picture of Christendom entirely along with having studied the Bible in far more depth as well.
So when it comes to your question in this thread:
Is the Biblical GOD really as some atheists argue?
Does it really matter what I had been taught as a Christian by one specific church?
Hardly. In fact, the Bible is where we need to look to see what the Bible has to say about this GOD.
And because of this, atheists who were never Christians should still be able to answer your question.
After all why should only the opinion of believers matter?
This is one problem I have with Theology as a whole. Once a theologian no longer believes in the religion, they are no longer considered to be a valid "theologian", now they are branded as "skeptics" or "atheists".
Why should that be? Theologians who come to the conclusion that no God could be behind the Bible should still be considered valid theologians who have simply drawn a reasonable logical conclusion.
To dismiss them as having no credibility to speak to the subject any longer makes no sense. That would be an extremely biased discipline. And I firmly believe that this is in fact what the study of theology is. It's basically just "Bible School" posing as a valid academic subject when it's not. How can it be a valid academic study if it refuses to allow the conclusion that the Bible most likely has nothing to do with any God?
That's a perfectly valid conclusion.