brunumb wrote: ↑Sun Mar 13, 2022 6:20 pm
Sherlock Holmes wrote: ↑Sun Mar 13, 2022 5:46 pm
You cannot decide on my behalf what I find to be convincing or not, evidence is convincing if and only if I personally find it convincing, that you might not find it convincing is irrelevant to me. You ask for "convincing evidence" and all I can do is present you with what I regard as convincing evidence, this is what atheists ask of me and this is what I do. That you are not convinced is not my problem to solve, the problem lies within you.
Here is what I struggle with. You claim you were a former atheist and you used to argue against the existence of God and for the theory of evolution as fact.
Yes.
brunumb wrote: ↑Sun Mar 13, 2022 6:20 pm
Then, somehow your awareness of the existence of the universe convinced you that God exists. How did such compelling evidence get overlooked for so long while you were peddling atheist ideas?
That's the key question I think. It was very slow and very gradual (many years) change of mindset. I basically started by stepping back, being less outspoken and took more time to listen, to hear what the other party was saying without immediately compartmentalizing them. Up until then my reaction with theists was to listen to a few basic words from their argument and then "lookup" a standardized response I'd developed and just blurted that back, often "blinding them with science" by elaborating some specific point where I happened to have a deepest insights.
Well I began to listen more, just listen and try to understand how they were perceiving things, I made an effort to see things as they did, not by believing in God or anything, but by trying to identify the fundamental differences between me and them.
Finally I began to realize that my answers were to a large degree, a form of faith in their won right, after all my strengths were physics, engineering, electronics with some decent mathematics not genetics, fossils etc yet I spoke of evolution with confidence of an expert which I was not, I realized I was arguing from a position of personal faith in evolution.
brunumb wrote: ↑Sun Mar 13, 2022 6:20 pm
A consequence of your new belief must have been that all the arguments you previously used to support evolution must therefore be wrong. They were no longer compelling whereas the simple acknowledgement that the universe exists was compelling evidence for God. Hmmm. Not seeing it at all.
Well I realized that the term "evolution" as used popularly in books, TV documentaries and so on, represented a large number of distinct claims, chained together, and that each of the underlying claims could be critiqued individually, not only as some "averaging" or "accumulation" of all of them.
I realized that people who defended evolution often, themselves were guilty of what I had been "not reading the Bible at all", that is few I met had ever read Origin of Species, few I met had ever dug down into the fragmentary and discontinuity of the fossil record and so on, these defenders - as I had once been - argued based mainly on what they'd been told, over and over, often subliminally, reinforced year after year after year in TV shows and magazine articles, the very thought that such ideas could be wrong was laughable, not because of the compelling evidence but because of the
incessant societal repetition of the claims of evolution.
This is what I now refer to it as indoctrination because it is, repeatedly telling people over and over that X is true, with our without supporting logical arguments, does amount to indoctrination, doubt was and is actively discouraged with silliness like "evolution is a fact" and other standard chants and mantras.
Ultimately I had to abandon that way of thinking, when I became more open minded, much less defensive of evolution I was able to see - when listening to advocates (as I had once been) - that these people were not open minded, they were uninformed or dismissive of things that undermined evolution, their entire mindset was frustration at anyone who did not share their beliefs.